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My secrets are buried now through my heart and my bones catch a fever When it cuts you this deep It's hard to find a way to breathe But your eyes are swallowing me Mirrors start to whisper Shadows start to sing My skin's smothering me Help me find a

You get me so worked up my ears are red hot Pressure me to be something that I'm not Well forget it you can't have it I'll never fit your mold This shit is getting old I try to be the one that you can count on I fought it tooth and nail but you were

You left me here and I didn't care I'd follow you almost anywhere I didn't mind that you left Just don't say it's over Was life so bad on the West Coast? Is desert air what you needed most? You're on my mind even though I know that it's over I can't

I'm jealous of the life you're living I never made the best decisions I learn the hard way or not at all I wouldn't answer when you called I never know where I am heading I feel like there's something missing I made my choice and found my voice I nev

I try to find a way out of this hole But I'm dug in deep, and it's walls are steep Been down so long it seems like all I've known I try to find a way to make you see The good in me, make you believe I wasn't ready then but I can show you how I'm read

I've been dealing with pain With nothing to my name It's been eleven hundred days Since we've gone our separate ways Am I the one to blame? And do you feel the same? Does it have to be this way? I've gotta get over get over get over it And over you I