Desultory

Tears from my eyes Burning my skin, down on their way Bitter tears Filled with dreams, they flow away I had it all Like water it slipped between my hands It disappeared Lonely and cold, abandoned I stand All I was living for Now suddenly is gone All

Dying days of despair Are the mirrors of pain The glass in which I stare Are slowly building a palace in my mind Where the memories breeds my fear With halls of mourning and with walls of bitter loss The world around me dies As the seasons change The

A Closing Eye - Desultory Fumbling in frustration, inside soul torn apart Feel the loss of paradise, leave an empty heart Closing eyes will shut out, the warm light of a life Grip is fading slowly, for each day passing by The soul is bleeding from th

Stare into the unknown See the truth reveal Turn away in helplessness Gaze upon the future Gaze into the black My bitter eyes reflects the pain Tear down the images Of what lies ahead When sadness rules my every move Tear down your hopeful thoughts T

Into the void of Accusation Into the point of No return Give me a shelter From your rain The fall of anger Storm of pain Our surface breaks in Agony Your bitter voice tastes Tragedy So here's the frozen silence The shadow of our lives The space betwe

Dead light is shining through Spreading the years of grey Leaving our past behind Faces are turned away I watch you spread your wings With eyes of apathy You're carried by the winds Unchained and living free Castle of dying life Home of security With

Depression touches me, deep inside Emptiness fills my mind Loss of lifelust, loss of tears Veils of sorrow, end is near Loss of feelings, loss of trust All my visions turns to dust No one hears my cries Loneliness arise Trying to break free Severe re

Why, tell me why, we all have to die Pain and sorrow, inside of me Resurrection, will never be No holy father, no holy son Can bring you back now, forever gone Deathly loss rips apart everything that once was living Nevermore happiness, hopeless thou

You yearn for the sleep that will never come You cry out for relief Visions of a future that you'll never see Memories of the past Traces of sanity are soon to be gone Confusion is all around Trying to seek new ways out of this Only to fail once agai

I never thought that it would be Something like this, something I can't believe Life slips away, I'm begging for it to stay Desperate to stay alive Not ready for death, not ready for afterlife My struggle for life devours my everything Towards the li