Second Life Syndrome

I've been watching you Not waiting for the right moment to make the first move Do you want to know Why I keep avoiding your eyes And why I'm running away? It's crazy, I know I've been conceiving you for too long Or maybe I'm destined to be alone? Or

[Part One - From Hand To Mouth] From day to day From hand to mouth We're turning around Vicious ritual Getting used to it all Falling down again We're waiting for The decrees of providence I don't want to waste Any more of my life Live from day to da

I turned you down so hastily And it's tearing me apart In my heart of hearts I'm screaming In my heart of hearts I cry And it's cold So cold I turned you down Oh, I turned you down so thoughtlessly And it's tearing me apart In my heart of hearts I'm

I've become resistant to myself To my weaknesses and pain I've become the one who wants to live And just feel alive again I've changed myself I've become addicted to being strong Started out my second life And the remnants of your tears and smiles Sh

Hi my friend Shake my hand Tell your lie With your artificial smile Don't be mad I just want to help you To say these words out loud I don't like you cause they like you I hate you cause they love you I wish you ill cause they wish you well I'm so ha