Totalselfhatred

At war with myself Mieleni ainainen sotatanner Once again in this hell Ristitulessa raunioina At war with myself Riutuneet kädet kaivavat Fucking war in my head Hedelmätönä maaperää On my knees, shattered Waiting for the fury to settle To find the ha

Feel the pain... Kaipaava katse etsii elonmerkkejä toisesta Tutkii elottomia silmiä jotka tuijottavat tyhjyyteen Sielun peili on pölyinen - Harmaus ei mitään heijasta Musta sydän viruu liikkumatta - Kuihtunut on elämän lampi Hautautuneena parkkiintun

Here I scream in agony, in loneliness and pain The world around forsaken me - my life has gone insane Here I scream in misery, frustration all around I can't heal all the wounds they sliced - just can be myself I cannot change your destiny, can only

Father - Spirit Edge of insanity or sanity? Mother - Earth Claws from the darkness Tearing my tattered flesh Let it burn under the purifying light! Energies of opposites Pulling my limbs apart Inverted and downright reality Powerless! Begging! Hyster

Rip my heart to pieces tear my soul down to the ground for I am no more Rip my lifes to pieces see the circle's now done I float and I'm gone!!! Screamed so long for peace inside feel the pain rise every night and now as I in darkness dwell I wish I'